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[15 Jan 2007|02:56pm] |
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Just get the fuck over it Jo.
Just get the fuck over it.
Its been two...going on three years.
GET THE FUCK OVER IT.
Gosh, I need to stop slipping up.
I do not like having set backs.
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[05 Dec 2006|09:56pm] |
not post on this in absolutely years. Its hilarious really.
Thought I'd use this rather than a myspace blog which people can read.
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| Mark better read this..its for him not you! |
[12 Feb 2006|05:46pm] |
IF you are not mark, then dont read this or i will destroy you a bit :)
mark, cant text ya cause my phone is out of money and im in MEGA debt. anyways, whenever (or if you are) coming down then il meet ya anywhich day or time cause i have the WHOLE week off and im awesome and free *nods* gonna text me or give me a wee phone to let me know that u knwo this, so tell me when and where and il be there k?
muchos adorable mark love :)
xxxxx
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| You Will Ache Like I Ache...♠ |
[16 Oct 2005|12:43am] |
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Bit broken [<3] |
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Hole ~ "Doll Parts" |
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I'm Annoyed At my brain.
its not my friend these days, with its thoughts and what not.
I may have to kill it if it doesnt stop.
feeling a bit of a ♠ right now.
im never getting it back. man, how many times have i said this now...a MILLION im sure aye?
no more (un)♥
[x] I love you so much it just turns to hate
They really want you...but i do too ♥
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| Its The Best Way To Kill The Adolesent </3 |
[13 Oct 2005|10:20pm] |
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OCTOBERFEST is almost done.
overall its been meh, however yesterday was good. went to town avec el lori-o where we shopped and she bought EIGHT dvds. i only bought 4 and 3 of the were THIRD SEASON FAMILY GUY! i love it too much.
*splendid, this calls for a sexy party <3*
we buffet king'ed it up and it rocked, we enjoyed some power booster and i returned home to watch family guy.
i then LEFT MY HOUSE AGAIN, and me and denise went to the cinema, Emma was meant to be coming too but id ont know what went on there but it was just as awesome. we bought PEZ <3 blue charge and lucozade and headed for the cinema, Sky High Is an awesome film by the way <3 Warren Peace Indeed <3 lol we had some banter, some chit chat <3 hush hush darlin xxx
then i returned home again to sit up til 4 am watching the whole 3rd season of family guy, not that i havent seen it before but still </3
today me and mum went to hamilton and bought new tap shoes for me as im a raving tap dancer. then we went for lunch where i ate the best bread in the world ever! then i cleaned my room like FOREVER.
*sighs* electoral conference on monday which is a good way to break into being back at school....not being there <3
You ruined everything, well not everything, but you ruined it. I can't forgive you for that. not now. not ever.
i missed lori [x] i miss georgette [x] i miss mark [x] i miss Kim [x] miss the boays [x] miss my confidence [x] miss you [x]
Love you all [x] But love you forever [x]
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[08 Oct 2005|09:11pm] |
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courtney love "mono" |
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Driving Me Fucking Crazy
i swear if this continues...
I'm gone.
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[07 Oct 2005|10:49pm] |
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opeth - to rid the diease |
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( bordom drives me mad )
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| rawr....i ate your face there...did you not notice?? |
[03 Oct 2005|10:25pm] |
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The Dresden Dolls "The Jeep Song" |
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who wants to stay up all night and drink power booster! i do!
79p for TWO....FUCKIN TWO out of super drug and it doesnt taste that much like piss water!! har de har har.
i hate you. you are being a retard who only wants to be my friend when you dont have another chick to chat up or to shag so please leave me alone. im not gonna be dropped every 5 seconds when you get a crush on someone else, iv tried so FUCKING hard (at my own expense) to be your friend and all you do everytime is throw it back in my face. well you know what, i dont need to be treated this way by you or by anyone else for that fucking matter so dont try your pathetic ways with me as i WILL RESIST THEM!!i am stronger than you and you know it. die much? please do.
phew...good to get that out. i have the cold as i stress too much. i "need to find a way to relieve stress". aye i fucking know. why do i waste on hour of my life with you??
i blame YOU for my stress levels.
megan looks hawt as a man har har :) good night.
and now after that light relief...im off to wish pain on someone...cheerio *has a wee wave* BUT NOT TO YOU!!!! xxxxxxxxx (those kisses are not for you either, you are not worth my keyboard x's)
**EDIT** how red are my fucking eyes??? im such a demon. and yes yes they are TRYING TO KILL YOU SO WATCH OUT YOU BASTARD **END OF EDIT*** :)
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| Girl, interrupted |
[26 Sep 2005|01:44pm] |
"Razors pain you,
Rivers are damp,
Acids stains you,
Drugs cause cramp.
Guns aren't lawful,
Nooses give,
Gas smells awful,
Ya might as well live."
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[05 Sep 2005|07:17pm] |
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My Chemical Romance "the ghost of you" |
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pure knackered man. went shopping with stuart after school. piano books and triple shot coffees are awesome ♥ Its outrageous really. got what i needed though so its all good, pure beethoven rubbish :)
school was....school really. pretty shit. there is not much i want to say on the matter.
might attend the cali open day just to get outta there. i so cant be bothered with a wednesday (double music history, sax lesson etc) so i may go for that reason and that reason alone.
pure may attend Arch Enemy cause i'm just insane like that and wish to be killed by sweaty long-haired men in leather :) it would be an interesting way to go wouldnt you say?
pure met ali from teen ranch at the bus station. he looks the exact same and it was so strange! it was very exciting, a face from the past, pure aint seen him for over a year. people seem to be leaving/changing a lot now so its nice to see a friendly face now and again.
i need to see Kim and Mark soon ♥ seeing ali made me miss them more than i did. its like...they just live so damn far away, i mean i know dundee is not that far but for travelling expenses it is. Il have to see them soon though. I'll just have to.
hmm...what to dress up as for fancy dress bowling i wonder?? something MAKE BELIEVE i.e anything :)
no idea but, costume websites a hoy i feel.
I Love You Dumb And ColourBlind. x
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| ColourBlind.... |
[29 Aug 2005|10:23pm] |
i love you like a brother
and i love you like a child
and i love you like a lover
and i love you dumb and colorblind
and i love you like a mother
even after all you've done
and i love you like no other
but i know
youre not the one...
and i loved you in bright orange
and in violet and in green
and i loved you in such colors
as your eyes have never ever seen
and i loved the way you acted
but your one trick pony's dead
and i loved you unprotected
but you only love in
red
i know its dark for good
i never listen when i should
you only see in black and white
so go on back to your own kind
and i'll go back to mine
i love you like a brother
and i love you like a child
and i love you like a lover
and i love you dumb and colorblind
and i love you like a mother
even after all she's done
and i love you like no other
but i know youre not the one...
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[26 Aug 2005|11:45pm] |
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Still remains "the worst is yet to come" |
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- If i could kill people for you....i would.
- If i could get away with it...i would.
- if it would make me feel better...i would.
- if i could make it all go away for you....i would in a heartbeat <3
- if i could give you all the answers...i would.
- if i could get you through the hard times....i would.
- if i could ignore everything else...i would.
- If i could forget about you....i would.
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| Truce.... |
[26 Aug 2005|10:46pm] |
You can have Washington I'll take New Jersey
You can have London but I want New York city
I should get Providence I've got a job now
Los Angeles - obvious - that's where you belong now
You can have Africa, Asia, Australia
As long as you keep your hands off cafe pamplona
We can split germany right down the middle
You'd hate it there anyway
Take berlin and we'll call it even
You can have all of the carry-on baggage
I'll trade the saskia jokes for the alphabet language
on special occasions we'll split between parents
who forced us to hate them on alternating weekends
you call it over and i call you psycho
significant other? just say we were lovers!
And we'll call it even, we'll call it even.
I am the ground zero ex-friend you ordered
Disgused as a hero to get past your borders
I know when I'm wanted I'll leave if you ask me to
Mind my own business and speak when I'm spoken to
I am the tower around which you orbited
I am not proud, I am just taking orders
I fall to the ground within hours of impact
I hit back when hit and attack when attacked!
You get route 2 between concord and lexington
I want mass ave from the sqaure to my apartment
And if we should meet through some misunderstanding
I'll be very sweet very patient and forgiving
(now get off my side of the state)
And if we should see one another in passing
Despite these techniques there is sometimes no avoiding
(there must be some kind of mistake)
We'll raise high our white flags and bow heads and shake hands
Declaring the land we're on unamerican
We'll call it even
I am the tower around which you orbited
I am not proud i am just taking orders
I fall to the groud within hours of impact
I hit back when hit
and attack if attacked
I am an accident waiting to happen
I'm laughing like mad as you strangle the captain
My place may be taken, but make no mistake
From a little black box I can say without shame
That you've lost
Do you know what you've lost?
So take whatever you'd like
I'll strike like the States on fire
You won't sleep very tight
No hiding
No safe covers
Make your bed and now lie
Just like you always do
You can fake it for the papers but I'm on to you....
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| waaaayyy :) |
[26 Aug 2005|07:58pm] |
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Dresden Dolls "coin operated boy" |
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dresden dollified my profile <3 cant change the red section tho :( its not matching!!
schools been a pure skive all the time however i feel it will get filled with more homework and less fun :( college looks like a good option to get away from teachers who treat you as if you are 5 years old, pretentious bastards of SOME 6th year (some are goood) :) time to escape i believe before i stab mrs kerr in the eye....
She'll never see me coming :)
party for 2moro is off. guttor. his mum dont want 12 people sleeping in her back garden in a 7 man tent :( shame really.
pure lunch with the family tomorrow. will be class. and also underwear shopping time. time for a treat me thinks. iv survived 2 weeks with the inferno that is school, i deserve something back :)
pure need to get my hair cut. any suggestions? im quite lost really.
speaking of lost, the tv show is awesome. <3
GUESS WHO WASNT AT TEH DRESDEN DOLLS LAST NIGHT AND WAS STUCK BABYSITTING??!!??
gutted i am so badly that i might cry.
need to get the phone unblocked. cant be bothered phoning. i have no credit anyway
love
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| _Are You Dreaming?__</3 |
[23 Aug 2005|09:13pm] |
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system Of A Down - Question! |
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aye, apparently i look for the bad in everyone and never see the good?
i also apparently look for things people will do so i can be pissed off about it.
aye ta kris, like you're so fuckin perfect. nice friendship uv got goin on there.
well this weeks been shit, hate being back at school, i see no point in being there and i hate the assosiation and the teenage girl soap opera drama that followed and makes me die day after day as it is tedious and pointless. the only thing im lookin forward to is jazz band starting tomorrow, UK theatre school starting in October and piano lessons starting back. thats it. NOTHING else.
missing lots of people right now, Mark <3 Kim <3 David <33 Mhairi <3 and i will soon be missing my brother whos going away to edinburgh. and Iain when he moves away <3 cause pure love him. pure want to cry when i think about how much i miss/will miss them <3
considering becoming a recluse, that way i cant "look for teh bad in everyone and not see the good".
wearing the Uktheatre school top to try adn cheer myself up. its not working much.
xxxxxxx
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| i will not get upset about this... |
[07 Aug 2005|08:12pm] |
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placebo "protege moi" - seems fitting |
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it just doesnt upset me in the slightest, i mean, why would it? it should NOT bother or upset me....and it doesnt. it just doesnt
it doesnt. nope, not in the slighest.
nope.
not at all.
.........kinda.
god why why why why why why why why why why whyw hywjeabfiuawvbfuab fkoi.
fucking fucking hell.Why doesnt God just strike me down with a lightning bolt instead of throwing me a cupids arrow at exactly the wrong moment??
fucking hate this. fucking like a fuckin infernal roundabout of this shite.
help me </3
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| the plane will crash i know it |
[28 Jul 2005|11:51pm] |
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blondie "call me" |
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off to paris in about......3 hours and 40 mins!!!!
woooo! party time
miss you all.....
xxxxxxx
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