So Go Ahead And Talk About Your Bad Day__x

broken_dreams13 @ 2007-01-15T14:56:00

2007-01-15T14:57:41Z

Just get the fuck over it Jo.
Just get the fuck over it.

Its been two...going on three years.
GET THE FUCK OVER IT.

Gosh, I need to stop slipping up.
I do not like having set backs.

broken_dreams13 @ 2006-12-05T21:56:00

2006-12-05T21:56:36Z

not post on this in absolutely years. Its hilarious really.

Thought I'd use this rather than a myspace blog which people can read.

Mark better read this..its for him not you!

2006-02-12T17:51:38Z

IF you are not mark, then dont read this or i will destroy you a bit :)

mark, cant text ya cause my phone is out of money and im in MEGA debt. anyways, whenever (or if you are) coming down then il meet ya anywhich day or time cause i have the WHOLE week off and im awesome and free *nods* gonna text me or give me a wee phone to let me know that u knwo this, so tell me when and where and il be there k?
muchos adorable mark love :)
xxxxx

You Will Ache Like I Ache...♠

2005-10-22T23:42:17Z

I'm Annoyed At my brain.
its not my friend these days, with its thoughts and what not.
I may have to kill it if it doesnt stop.

feeling a bit of a ♠ right now.
im never getting it back. man, how many times have i said this now...a MILLION im sure aye?

no more (un)♥

[x] I love you so much it just turns to hate
They really want you...but i do too ♥

Its The Best Way To Kill The Adolesent </3

2005-10-20T21:19:36Z

OCTOBERFEST is almost done.

overall its been meh, however yesterday was good. went to town avec el lori-o where we shopped and she bought EIGHT dvds. i only bought 4 and 3 of the were THIRD SEASON FAMILY GUY! i love it too much.
*splendid, this calls for a sexy party <3*
we buffet king'ed it up and it rocked, we enjoyed some power booster and i returned home to watch family guy.

i then LEFT MY HOUSE AGAIN, and me and denise went to the cinema, Emma was meant to be coming too but id ont know what went on there but it was just as awesome. we bought PEZ <3 blue charge and lucozade and headed for the cinema, Sky High Is an awesome film by the way <3 Warren Peace Indeed <3 lol we had some banter, some chit chat <3 hush hush darlin xxx

then i returned home again to sit up til 4 am watching the whole 3rd season of family guy, not that i havent seen it before but still </3 today me and mum went to hamilton and bought new tap shoes for me as im a raving tap dancer. then we went for lunch where i ate the best bread in the world ever! then i cleaned my room like FOREVER. *sighs* electoral conference on monday which is a good way to break into being back at school....not being there <3 You ruined everything, well not everything, but you ruined it. I can't forgive you for that. not now. not ever. i missed lori [x] i miss georgette [x] i miss mark [x] i miss Kim [x] miss the boays [x] miss my confidence [x] miss you [x] Love you all [x] But love you forever [x]

broken_dreams13 @ 2005-10-08T21:11:00

2005-10-15T20:10:12Z

Driving Me Fucking Crazy

i swear if this continues...

I'm gone.

broken_dreams13 @ 2005-10-07T22:49:00

2005-10-14T22:02:04Z

Name: Joanne McCue
Birthday: 14th June1989
Birthplace: Bellshill
Current Location: Uddingston
Eye Color: grey blue
Hair Color: red <3
Height: 5'1
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: who knows? my families a bit fucked
The Shoes You Wore Today: high black heels.
Your Weakness: lack of trust and intolerance and sarcasm
Your Fears: being buried alive - someone breaking into my house.
Your Perfect Pizza: i like a little bit of sweetcorn and sausage
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: learn all my school show lines and play my part well
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: darlin' probably
Thoughts First Waking Up: "no no no no no no....damn its cold"
Your Best Physical Feature: who would know? i dont
Your Bedtime: when i am finished doing things
Your Most Missed Memory: ...probably us....
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi, coke coats your teeth in sugar for like a year.
MacDonalds or Burger King: neither
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton for sure <33 dont give me ur nestea rubbish
Chocolate or Vanilla: Choco~Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: id take a triple tall skinny latte plz
Do you Smoke: nope
Do you Swear: far too much...stopping as of this week
Do you Sing: yeah :)
Do you Shower Daily: of course
Have you Been in Love: yeah once...quite a while ago.
Do you want to go to College: uni dear :)
Do you want to get Married: one day if i meet that "person" probably, maybe not
Do you belive in yourself: not really
Do you get Motion Sickness: on boats
Do you think you are Attractive: Nah i don't think so
Are you a Health Freak: i can be at times
Do you get along with your Parents: they frustrate me yet i manage to survive..barely
Do you like Thunderstorms: when im inside :)
Do you play an Instrument: piano, tenor and alto sax
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol?: Yeah.
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: No
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yeah
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no, sadly...but sounds like a plan
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
In the past month have you been on Stage: aye
In the past month have you been Dumped: Nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: yes indeed
Ever been called a Tease: aye, i was proud
Ever been Beaten up: not that i can remember
Ever Shoplifted: No
How do you want to Die: hehe i have a plan
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: journalist or i want to do musical theatre
What country would you most like to Visit: Russia, Mexica, Canada, New Zealand
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: i like grey eyes <3
Favourite Hair Color: i prefer dark hair
Short or Long Hair: long to an extent.
Height: Taller than me but not so tall that i have to have a yellow pages :)
Weight: just someone who takes care of themselves
Best Clothing Style: whatever suits.
Number of Drugs I have taken: none...well caffeine but i love that 2 much.
Number of CDs I own: MANY
Number of Piercings: ears, had my navel done at one point, took it out, hidden from parents.
Number of Tattoos: none but soon to have one
Number of things in my Past I Regret: everything has happened for a reason, regret is your way of feeling bad.

rawr....i ate your face there...did you not notice??

2005-10-10T21:30:44Z

who wants to stay up all night and drink power booster! i do!
79p for TWO....FUCKIN TWO out of super drug and it doesnt taste that much like piss water!! har de har har.

i hate you. you are being a retard who only wants to be my friend when you dont have another chick to chat up or to shag so please leave me alone. im not gonna be dropped every 5 seconds when you get a crush on someone else, iv tried so FUCKING hard (at my own expense) to be your friend and all you do everytime is throw it back in my face. well you know what, i dont need to be treated this way by you or by anyone else for that fucking matter so dont try your pathetic ways with me as i WILL RESIST THEM!!i am stronger than you and you know it. die much? please do.

phew...good to get that out. i have the cold as i stress too much. i "need to find a way to relieve stress". aye i fucking know. why do i waste on hour of my life with you??
i blame YOU for my stress levels.

megan looks hawt as a man har har :) good night.

and now after that light relief...im off to wish pain on someone...cheerio *has a wee wave* BUT NOT TO YOU!!!! xxxxxxxxx (those kisses are not for you either, you are not worth my keyboard x's)

**EDIT** how red are my fucking eyes??? im such a demon. and yes yes they are TRYING TO KILL YOU SO WATCH OUT YOU BASTARD **END OF EDIT*** :)

Girl, interrupted

2005-09-26T20:46:37Z

"Razors pain you,
Rivers are damp,
Acids stains you,
Drugs cause cramp.
Guns aren't lawful,
Nooses give,
Gas smells awful,
Ya might as well live."

broken_dreams13 @ 2005-09-06T21:18:00

2005-09-13T20:33:43Z

current:
• clothes: black dress trousers, blue strap top, colourful stripy socks :)
• hairstyle: needs washed, tied back into a ponytail
• jewelry: silver necklace i got for my 16th
• underwear color: black :)
• nail color: natural

do you:
• lick yourself: no thank you, iv not reached that stage yet
• whine a lot: possibly
• yell a lot: yes :)
• hate a lot of people: most :)
• have too many friends: it seems so
• want to die: hmm...
• have a bf/gf: nope
• do drugs: nope
• wear dark colors: mostly
• dye your hair: quite frequently however its badly needs done...el next saturdag :)

have you ever:
• kissed someone: Yeah.
• gotten drunk: yeah
• worn a rainbow: i like black
• talked on the phone for over 3 hours: yeah
• left the country: yup
• had a party with over 30 people: yup

• taken nude pictures: nope
• stolen something: a bottle from Art :) HAHAHA DIE MISS MCNEILL! revenge is sweet
• caught something on fire: Yeah.
• wanted to cheat on someone: who sits and THINKS about it?
• asked someone out: yeah
• had a dream, then the next day it happens: yeah

last person:
• you touched: ummm.....stuart. i think
• you talked to: mother
• you hugged: ewan
• you kissed: its been quite a long time....umm.....oh right...lets not go there
• you instant messaged: ben
• who broke your heart: me....

are you:
• understanding: i'd like to think so
• open-minded: same as above
• insecure: a bit
• interesting: i try
• hungry: too fat..no more food
• smart: lets go wiht yes
• childish: at time
• independent: i try
• hard working: yeah
• healthy: erm yeah
• emotional: depends
• shy: at times
• difficult: ^^^
• attractive: highly unlikely.
• bored easily: most of the time i am bored
• obsessed: only about the ring and jeff Buckley
• angry: i have a terrible temper
• sad: yes
• happy: at times
• trusting: no

• ill: nope
• talkative: Yeah.
• ignored: at time people ignore me
• reliable: i'd like to think so
• self-disciplined: yes
• lonely: kinda

info about yourself:
• what is your birth name?: Joanne McCue
• what is your birthday?: 14th June 1989
• age: 16
• how tall are you?: 5'1
• shoe size?: 5
• brothers/sisters?: one brother
• job? none

favorites:
• what is your favorite band?: the dresden dolls
• color(s)?: red, purple and black
• soda?: sprite
• music?: Metal, Punk Cabaret, Hardcore, Metalcore, Death Metal, Black Metal
• stores in the mall?: depends
• ice cream?: dont like ice cream
• roller coaster?: thunder mountain in paris.
• candy?: skittles
• cd?: jeff buckley "grace"
• cookies?: double chocolate
• juice?: Orange, Pinapple and Cranberry<3 sometimes orange and cranberry mixed
• holiday? halloween :)
• month?: October

in the last 48 hours:
• cried?: yes
• missed someone?:aye
• yelled at someone?: yup
• changed your underwear?: yeah
• drove somewhere?: nope
• talked to someone on the phone?: yeah, mother
• been online?: Yes
• smiled?: Yes.
• kissed someone?: sadly no
• hugged someone?: yea
• last thing you ate?: cookie :)

• talked to an ugly person?:aye

have you ever:
• been in love: yeah
• been in trouble with the police?: no
• hit someone?: yeah
• broken something?: yeah
• betrayed a friend?: yes :(
• played strip poker?: nope
• skipped school?: nope
• shot a gun?: aye
• broke something important?: yes
• smoked weed?: no
• dyed your hair?:aye

okay, last questions
• what is sitting next to you?: a table
• favorite sport?: american football
• are you gay/lesbian/bi/straight?: Straight
• been in a plane?: Yea, twice :)
• killed someone?: nope
• slept during class? yeah
• are you bored of taking this survey?: for the LOVE OF GOD WHERE WILL IT END??
• what time is it now?: 21.34

broken_dreams13 @ 2005-09-05T19:17:00

2005-09-12T18:31:45Z

pure knackered man. went shopping with stuart after school. piano books and triple shot coffees are awesome ♥ Its outrageous really. got what i needed though so its all good, pure beethoven rubbish :)

school was....school really. pretty shit. there is not much i want to say on the matter.

might attend the cali open day just to get outta there. i so cant be bothered with a wednesday (double music history, sax lesson etc) so i may go for that reason and that reason alone.

pure may attend Arch Enemy cause i'm just insane like that and wish to be killed by sweaty long-haired men in leather :) it would be an interesting way to go wouldnt you say?

pure met ali from teen ranch at the bus station. he looks the exact same and it was so strange! it was very exciting, a face from the past, pure aint seen him for over a year. people seem to be leaving/changing a lot now so its nice to see a friendly face now and again.

i need to see Kim and Mark soon ♥ seeing ali made me miss them more than i did. its like...they just live so damn far away, i mean i know dundee is not that far but for travelling expenses it is. Il have to see them soon though. I'll just have to.

hmm...what to dress up as for fancy dress bowling i wonder?? something MAKE BELIEVE i.e anything :)
no idea but, costume websites a hoy i feel.

I Love You Dumb And ColourBlind. x

ColourBlind....

2005-09-05T21:24:55Z

i love you like a brother
and i love you like a child
and i love you like a lover
and i love you dumb and colorblind
and i love you like a mother
even after all you've done
and i love you like no other
but i know
youre not the one...

and i loved you in bright orange
and in violet and in green
and i loved you in such colors
as your eyes have never ever seen
and i loved the way you acted
but your one trick pony's dead
and i loved you unprotected
but you only love in
red

i know its dark for good
i never listen when i should
you only see in black and white
so go on back to your own kind
and i'll go back to mine

i love you like a brother
and i love you like a child
and i love you like a lover
and i love you dumb and colorblind
and i love you like a mother
even after all she's done
and i love you like no other
but i know youre not the one...

broken_dreams13 @ 2005-08-26T23:45:00

2005-09-02T22:51:08Z

If i could kill people for you....i would.
If i could get away with it...i would.
if it would make me feel better...i would.
if i could make it all go away for you....i would in a heartbeat <3
if i could give you all the answers...i would.
if i could get you through the hard times....i would.
if i could ignore everything else...i would.
If i could forget about you....i would.

Truce....

2005-09-02T21:48:54Z

You can have Washington I'll take New Jersey
You can have London but I want New York city
I should get Providence I've got a job now
Los Angeles - obvious - that's where you belong now
You can have Africa, Asia, Australia
As long as you keep your hands off cafe pamplona
We can split germany right down the middle
You'd hate it there anyway
Take berlin and we'll call it even
You can have all of the carry-on baggage
I'll trade the saskia jokes for the alphabet language
on special occasions we'll split between parents
who forced us to hate them on alternating weekends
you call it over and i call you psycho
significant other? just say we were lovers!
And we'll call it even, we'll call it even.
I am the ground zero ex-friend you ordered
Disgused as a hero to get past your borders
I know when I'm wanted I'll leave if you ask me to
Mind my own business and speak when I'm spoken to
I am the tower around which you orbited
I am not proud, I am just taking orders
I fall to the ground within hours of impact
I hit back when hit and attack when attacked!
You get route 2 between concord and lexington
I want mass ave from the sqaure to my apartment
And if we should meet through some misunderstanding
I'll be very sweet very patient and forgiving
(now get off my side of the state)
And if we should see one another in passing
Despite these techniques there is sometimes no avoiding
(there must be some kind of mistake)
We'll raise high our white flags and bow heads and shake hands
Declaring the land we're on unamerican
We'll call it even
I am the tower around which you orbited
I am not proud i am just taking orders
I fall to the groud within hours of impact
I hit back when hit
and attack if attacked
I am an accident waiting to happen
I'm laughing like mad as you strangle the captain
My place may be taken, but make no mistake
From a little black box I can say without shame
That you've lost
Do you know what you've lost?
So take whatever you'd like
I'll strike like the States on fire
You won't sleep very tight
No hiding
No safe covers
Make your bed and now lie
Just like you always do
You can fake it for the papers but I'm on to you....

waaaayyy :)

2005-08-26T19:05:02Z

dresden dollified my profile <3 cant change the red section tho :( its not matching!!

schools been a pure skive all the time however i feel it will get filled with more homework and less fun :( college looks like a good option to get away from teachers who treat you as if you are 5 years old, pretentious bastards of SOME 6th year (some are goood) :) time to escape i believe before i stab mrs kerr in the eye....

She'll never see me coming :)

party for 2moro is off. guttor. his mum dont want 12 people sleeping in her back garden in a 7 man tent :( shame really.
pure lunch with the family tomorrow. will be class. and also underwear shopping time. time for a treat me thinks. iv survived 2 weeks with the inferno that is school, i deserve something back :)
pure need to get my hair cut. any suggestions? im quite lost really.

speaking of lost, the tv show is awesome. <3

GUESS WHO WASNT AT TEH DRESDEN DOLLS LAST NIGHT AND WAS STUCK BABYSITTING??!!??
gutted i am so badly that i might cry.

need to get the phone unblocked. cant be bothered phoning. i have no credit anyway

love

_Are You Dreaming?__</3

2005-08-23T20:13:44Z

aye, apparently i look for the bad in everyone and never see the good?

i also apparently look for things people will do so i can be pissed off about it.

aye ta kris, like you're so fuckin perfect. nice friendship uv got goin on there.

well this weeks been shit, hate being back at school, i see no point in being there and i hate the assosiation and the teenage girl soap opera drama that followed and makes me die day after day as it is tedious and pointless. the only thing im lookin forward to is jazz band starting tomorrow, UK theatre school starting in October and piano lessons starting back. thats it. NOTHING else.

missing lots of people right now, Mark <3 Kim <3 David <33 Mhairi <3 and i will soon be missing my brother whos going away to edinburgh. and Iain when he moves away <3 cause pure love him. pure want to cry when i think about how much i miss/will miss them <3

considering becoming a recluse, that way i cant "look for teh bad in everyone and not see the good".

wearing the Uktheatre school top to try adn cheer myself up. its not working much.

xxxxxxx

i will not get upset about this...

2005-08-07T19:15:05Z

it just doesnt upset me in the slightest, i mean, why would it? it should NOT bother or upset me....and it doesnt. it just doesnt

it doesnt. nope, not in the slighest.

nope.

not at all.

.........kinda.

god why why why why why why why why why why whyw hywjeabfiuawvbfuab fkoi.

fucking fucking hell.Why doesnt God just strike me down with a lightning bolt instead of throwing me a cupids arrow at exactly the wrong moment??
fucking hate this. fucking like a fuckin infernal roundabout of this shite.
help me </3

the plane will crash i know it

2005-07-28T22:53:15Z

off to paris in about......3 hours and 40 mins!!!!
woooo! party time

miss you all.....

xxxxxxx

broken_dreams13 @ 2005-07-13T21:12:00

2005-07-13T20:17:59Z

[] I am a university student.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I am an okay dancer.
[] I am a huge fan of lists.
[] I am a morning person.
[] I am a perfectionist.
[] I am a Republican.
[x] I am allergic to something deadly.
[] I am an only child.
[] I am Catholic.
[] I am content as of this moment.
[x] I am currently in my pajamas.
[] I am currently pregnant.
[x] I am currently single.
[] I am embarrassed to be seen with my mother or father.
[] I am currently suffering from a breaking heart.
[] I am okay at styling other people's hair.
[] I am left handed.
[] I am married.
[x] I am obsessed with my myspace.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I am procrastinating by filling out this list.
[x] I am resentful that I have to grow up.
[x] I am shy around the opposite sex.
[] I am, or was, pigeon-toed.
[] I bite my nails.
[x] I can be paranoid at times.
[] I carry a weapon with me everywhere I go.
[] I collect picture frames.
[x] I consider myself to be a 'nerd'.
[x] I currently regret something that I have done/am doing.
[x] I curse frequently.
[x] I do not believe people are inherently good or evil.
[] I don't hate anyone.
[] I enjoy country music.
[x] I enjoy ...jazz music.
[x] I enjoy smoothies.
[x] I enjoy talking on the phone.
[] I have a ...car.
[x] I have a mobile phone.
[] I have a hard time paying attention at school.
[x] I have a hidden talent.
[x] I have a hobby.
[x] I have a lot to learn.
[] I have a pet.
[x] I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
[] I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" girl
[] I have all my (real) grandparents, none of them have died.
[x] I have at least one brother and/or sister.
[] I have avoided work to play with my myspace.
[x] I have been in a proper real relationship.
[] I have been in a threesome.
[x] I have been rejected by someone.
[] I have been the "psycho ex" in a past relationship.
[x] I have been to another country.
[] I have been to an anime convention.
[x] I have been to Europe.
[] I have been to Las Vegas.
[x] I have been told that I am very smart.
[x] I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.
[] I have broken a bone.
[x] I have Caller I.D. on my phone.
[x] I have changed a diaper.
[x] I have changed a lot over the past year.
[x] I have cheated on a significant other.
[x] I have counted down the days until the summer.
[x] I have dated my best friend's ex.
[x] I have done something illegal.
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have gone scuba diving/snorkling.
[] I have had major/minor surgery.
[] I have had my hair cut within the last week.
[] I have had sex with someone I was not in a relationship with.
[] I have had the cops at my door for me
[x] I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn't.
[x] I have kissed someone of the same sex.
[] I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past.
[x] I have mood swings.
[] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] I have rejected someone before.
[x] I have seen The Lord of the Rings trilogy.
[x] I have seen the television show The O.C.
[] I have swum in the ocean.
[] I have tried a drug that is illegal.
[x] I have tried sushi.
[x] I have watched Sex and the City.
[] I have watched the television show Spongebob Squarepants.
[] I know how to shoot a gun.
[] I like being the center of attention.
[] I like eating Ramen noodles.
[] I like my handwriting.
[x] I like Shakespeare.
[x] I like the taste of blood.
[x] I like to cook.
[x] I like to sing.
[] I like to vacuum.
[x] I love learning foreign languages.
[] I love Michael Jackson.
[x] I love my friends.
[] I love olives.
[x] I like rain.
[x] I love sleeping.
[] I love to play computer games.
[x] I love to shop.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[] I own a home.
[x] I own and use a library card.
[x] I play a musical instrument.
[] I practice a religion that is not considered mainstream.
[x] I read books for pleasure.
[] I shave my legs. (waxing is the way to go <3)
[] I sleep a lot during the day.
[xxxx] I strongly dislike math.
[] I think Britney Spears is pretty.
[] I think long strings of html code look cool.
[] I think that Pizza Hut makes the best pizza.
[] I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often.
[x] I was born in a country other than the USA.
[] I watch more TV this year than last year.
[] I watch soap operas on a regular basis.
[] I wear contact lenses.
[x] I will try anything once.
[] I work at a job that I enjoy.
[] I would classify myself as ghetto.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[] I like orange kool aid.
[] I can name all 7 of the dwarfs from 'Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs'.
[] I like being at school.
[] I always love wearing sweaters.
[] I love water polo.
[] I am currently wearing socks.
[x] I am being nostalgic right now.
[x] I hate summer.
[x] I am tired.
[x] I love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt..

[]This was fun.

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broken_dreams13 @ 2005-06-03T21:51:00

2005-06-03T20:51:37Z

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I`m kissing the shadows you surround me with to feel my pain vanishing away from me

2005-05-26T11:32:36Z

how time flys, we sit and watch our peers grow into themselves or out of themselves into someone knew and you never see the changes in yourself, what u felt 8 weeks ago doesnt always remain the same today,
Maybe you could handle more?
Maybe you've found what u cant handle living without?
Maybe You're just lying to yourself and you dont want what you think you want and its all a viel which is hiding you from what you really want and are scared to admit.
Maybe everything that you have said has had some other dishonourable intention which has only backfired when you have hurt yourself?
Maybe reflection on what has happened is your enemy?
Can it lead you into believeing that you want something but you don't?
Is it possible to forget everything and be blinded by your thoughts?
Are these thoughts always true to what actually happened or are you thinking about the good parts and leaving the bad ones in the back of your mind?
Will we ever be able to cope with life?
Is it possible that we will all grow up to be the people we want to be?
With the people we wanna be with?
Do things come twice around? three times? Four?
Are Friends disposable?
Are friends invincible from doing the things that you innermost fear?
Do people ever truely "move on"?
Or do they move on in body but never in mind?

where the search lights find us
drinking by the mausoleum door

Memories never fade from the minds of children.
Those memories that stay shape us into the person that we will eventually become and stay.
What If its all filled with bad memories?
what if your good memories make you want to die?
what if they plague your soul until it is not possible for a single person to cope with the imminent collapse of the system?
Good memories never seem to stay with me. I seem to remember the bad ones more often than not.
The good memories i do remember haunt me and my mistakes until the day that i will eventually take my last gasping breath and when that moment comes it will be sweet.
There will be no more whispering voices.
There will be no more pictures..manifistations in my mind of things.

everything will be better.

At the end of the road where lies turn to dust. You'll find the
remains of a girl and the truth that hurt too much. Through
her eyes you'll see that it's true what was said. "Wherever
the river flows it's running red”

broken_dreams13 @ 2005-05-25T13:45:00

2005-05-25T12:51:39Z

If youve seen 70 of these, you are a movie geek!
( )Napoleon Dynamite
(x )Saw
(x)White Noise
( )White Oleander
( )Anger Management
(x)50 First Dates
( )Jason X
(x)Scream
(x)Scream 2
(x)Scream 3
(x)Scary Movie
(x)Scary Movie 2
(x)Scary Movie 3
(x)American Pie
(x)American Pie 2
()American Wedding
(x)Harry Potter
(x)Harry Potter 2
( )Harry Potter 3
(x )Resident Evil I
(x)Resident Evil 2
(x)The Wedding Singer
( )Little Black Book
(x)The Village
(x )Donnie Darko
( )Lilo & Stitch
(x)Finding Nemo
(x )Finding Neverland
(x )13 Ghosts
( ) Signs
( )The Grinch
(x)Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( )White Chicks
(x)Butterfly Effect
(x)13 going on 30
(x)I Robot
( )Dodge ball
( )Universal Soldier
( )A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( )Along Came A Spider
(x)Deep impact
(x)KingPin
(x)Never Been Kissed
(x)Meet The Parents
(x)Meet The Fockers
( )Eight Crazy Nights
(x)A Cinderella Story
( )The Terminal
( )The Lizzie McGuire Movie
(x)Passport to Paris
(x)Dumb & Dumber
( )Dumb & Dumberer
(x)Final Destination
(x)Final Destination 2
(x)Halloween
(x)The Ring
(x)The Ring 2
( )Harold & Kumar (white castle)
(x)Practical Magic
(x)Chicago
(x)Ghost Ship
(x)From Hell
(x)Hellboy
(x)Secret Window
( )I Am Sam
( )The Whole Nine Yards
( )The Day After Tomorrow
( )Child's Play
( )Bride of Chucky
(x)Ten Things I Hate About You
(x)Just Married
( )Gothika
(x)A Nightmare on Elm Street
( )Sixteen Candles
(x)Bad Boys 2
( )Joy Ride
( )Seven (SE7EN)
(x)Oceans Eleven
(x)Oceans Twelve
(x)Identity
( )Lone Star
(x)Bedazzled
( )Predator I
( )Predator II
(x)Independence Day
( )Cujo
( )A Bronx Tale
(x)darkness Falls
( )Christine
(x) ET
( )Children of the Corn
(x)My boss' daughter
( )Maid in Manhattan
( )Frailty
( )Best bet
(x)how to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(x)She's All That
(x)Calendar Girls
( )Sideways
(x)Mars Attacks
( )Event Horizon
( )Ever after
(x)Forrest Gump
( )Big Trouble in Little China
(x)X-men 1
(x)X-men 2
(x)Jeepers Creepers
(x)Jeepers Creepers 2
(x)Catch Me If You Can
(x)The Others
(x)Freaky Friday
( )Reign of Fire
(x)Cruel Intentions
(x)The Hot Chick
(x)Swimfan
( )Miracle
(x)Old School
(x)Ray
(x)The Notebook
( )K-Pax
(x)Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(x)Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(x)Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
( )A Walk to Remember
( )Boogeyman
( )Hitch
( )Back Door Sluts 9
( )The Fifth Element
(x)Star wars episode I
(x)Star wars episode II
(x)starwars episode IV
(x)Star wars episode V
(x)star wars episode VI
( )Troop Beverly Hills
( )Swimming with Sharks
(x)Trainspotting
(x)The Patriot
( )People under the stairs
( )Blue Velvet
(x)Sound of music
(x)Parent Trap [The original]
( )The Burbs
( )SLC Punk
( )Meet Joe Black
( )Wild girls
(x)A Clockwork Orange
( )The Order
(x)Spiderman
(x)Spiderman 2
(x)Amelie
(x)Mean Girls
(x)Shrek
(x)Shrek 2
( )The Incredibles
( )Collateral
(x)The Fast & The Furious
(x)2 Fast 2 Furious
( )Sky Captain & The World of Tomorrow
( )Closer
(x)The Sixth Sense
( )Artificial intelligence
(x)Love actually
( )Shutter
( )Ella Enchanted
(x)Princess diaries 1
(x)Princess diaries 2
(x)Constantine
(x)Million Dollar Baby
( )Envy
(x)Eurotrip
( )Malibu's Most wanted
(x)Big Daddy
( )Black Sheep
( )the breakfast club
(x)American Beauty
(x)Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
( )The Big Kahuna
(x)Dude, Where's My Car?
(x)Dirty Dancing
( )Garden State
(x)Grease
( )The Italian Job
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This is where the 'list' ends. Fuck that theres HUNNERS more movies! Which I will now list...
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( )Blues Brothers
( )Blues Brothers 2000
( )The Big Lebowski
( )Fargo
(x)O Brother, Where art thou?
(x)Batman: The Movie (1966)
(x)Batman
(x)Batman Forever
(x)Batman Returns
(x)Batman And Robin
( )Clerks
( )Mallrats
( )Chasing Amy
(x)Dogma
(x)Jay And Silent Bob Strike Back
( )Jersey Girl
(x)Shaun Of The Dead
(x)Resivoir Dogs
(x)Pulp Fiction
( )Kill Bill Vol. 1
( )Kill Bill Vol. 2
( )Jackie Brown
(x)Battle Royale
( )Battle Royale 2
( )Infernal Affairs
( )Infernal Affairs 2
(x)Matrix
( )Matrix Reloaded
( )Matrix Revolutions
(x)Evil Dead
(x)Evil Dead 2
( )Evil Dead 3
( )Versus
(x)Idle Hands
( )Akira
( )Princess Mononoke
(x)Fight Club
( )Bill And Teds Excellent Adventure
()Bill And Teds Bogus Journey
(x)Waynes World
(x)Waynes World 2
( )The Yes Men
(x)Bowling For Columbine
(x)Fahrenheit 9/11
(x)Not Another Teen Movie
(x)Bring It On
( )Mark Bros (any)
( )Twelve Monkeys
( )Airplane
( )Wild Zero
( )Bottle Rocket
( )Bubba Hotep
(x)Lost In Translation
(x)Austin Powers
(x)Austin Powers 2
(x)Austin Powers 3
( )So I Married An Axe Murderer
( )Underworld
(x)Save The Last dance
(+)Think of any more? COMMENT! ADD!

haha me and my movie watching ways <3

Update for Cleo....

2005-05-16T12:29:17Z

since Missy Cleo was kind enough to post Power rangers stuff for me i thoguht i would.......

POST THIS PIC OF MR JLC HIMSELF.....MR FAQ U! <3 ID LIKE IT IF GOD WAS LIKE HIM, A BIG FRIENDLY LION <3 XXXX

broken_dreams13 @ 2005-05-09T13:47:00

2005-05-09T13:10:55Z

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Jo
2. Jo-Bean
3. Moragana

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my eye colour
2. my "attributes"
3. my teeth

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my hair
2. my height
3. my legs

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Scottish
2.
3.

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. the idea of being buried alive
2. me
3. spiders

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. mobile
2. msn
3. clothes

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Pjammies <3
2. slippers
3. dressing gownness

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. Lost Prophets
2. Spineshank
3. Jack Off Jill

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS: (right now, anyway)
1. "Hallelujah" Jeff Buckley
2. "Taste You " Auf Der Maur (french version)
3. "Pain" Jimmy Eat World

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. love
2. complete acceptance for who i am and my quirks
3. someone to talk to

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1. i am grounded
2. i hate peas
3. Music is everything

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. eyes
2. teeth
3. personality

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. playing sax/piano
2. singing
3. writing poetry

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. dye my hair
2. pass my exams
3. be ungroiundedededed

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. journalist
2. foreign journalist (in france idealy)
3. writer

THREE CELEB ROLES YOU WISH WERE REAL AND YOU KNEW:
1. samara morgan/ Sadako (how FUCKING cool!)
2. clark kent/superman...........*dreams*
3. cant think of another

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. go on stage at school and sing some strange song :)
2. "bow wow chika chika" :P
3. be head over heels in love and have it returned

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GUY:
1. i find dirty things funny
2.
3. i dont know another 2....help?

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A CHICK:
1. i have a "larger chestal area" than normal sized guys have
2. i love to dance and dress up
3. i wear make up

THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
1. Tom welling
2. Jeff Buckley
3. Robb Flynn <3333

broken_dreams13 @ 2005-05-01T23:12:00

2005-05-01T22:13:23Z

fuckin yas me and my hot pink,sexmachine, rockstar fucking, std ways <3

all about your sex life...
Full Name
Age
your sex personality colour is...	hot fucking pink - sex machine. owow!
you'll probaby fuck....	a rock star
your favourite sex toy is...	a whistle....ew?
you will get __# std's.	9

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